Showing posts with label abuse. Show all posts
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Tuesday, October 6, 2015

AUTHOR INTERVIEW - RIANNE MOSS, AUTHOR OF SHATTERPROOF!

I've had the pleasure of interviewing the lovely Rianne Moss, writer of Shatterproof
You can read more about Shatterproof here.
Please check out the interview and find out what inspired Rianne to write such a moving story!! 



When did you first realize that you wanted to be a writer?

I’ve always had a itch to write for as long as I could remember. It wasn’t until I reached my teens where I started to really have a strong interest in writing. In 2014 is when I discovered self-publishing and then that is where my writing went from a hobby to a career in the making. 

How many books have you written?

I have written many novels through the years but one that I finished to completion: edited and published.

What are you currently working on?

I’m currently working on a sequel to my first novel “Shatterproof.”  It takes place 6 years after the events of the first novel. In addition I’m also working on a mystery/thriller which is about a teenage girl who discovers her father isn’t her biological father. She starts searching for answers and what she finds out puts her and her family life in danger.

What inspired you to write Shatterproof?

I watch a lot of reality tv shows, talk shows and documentaries. One night I was watching reruns of the show “Intervention” where I got the idea I wanted to write a novel about addiction. I pondered the idea for a while but felt like something was missing. I was watching an episode of Dr. Phil sexual abuse came up. I debated back and forth on whether to make it an element of the novel.  It such a touchy subject which could offend some people. In the same thought it was one of those issues no one talks about. I felt like it would be a good opportunity to show the issue firsthand, but at the same time tells a story about a real life issue.

Who is your favorite character from Shatterproof?
The main character Natalie is my favorite.  She had been a character I had set aside for many years without a story to go along with her.  This character is complex and if she were an actual person she would be someone I’d admire.  Her struggle throughout the novel and even into the sequel shows someone who has been through a lot, has a lot of courage, strength and vulnerability. I built the rest of my characters around her and what I imagined her life path to go. 

Your book touches on some dark themes such as addiction and abuse. What research did you do to prepare yourself for writing this book?

I did some extensive research on addiction and abuse.  It was difficult because I never had firsthand experience with either or known anyone close who had dealt with this first hand.  I started off my research with watching every episode of “Intervention” which dealt with opiate addiction and intravenous users. I wanted to get a general idea of how these people lived, and learn about their struggles.  Next I went to the internet to search addiction in greater detail: symptoms both physical and psychological looked up other persons struggle with addiction.  The topic of the abuse was a little more difficult to research. Some of the information I gathered was hard to read. A few times I considered changing the topic from sexual abuse to physical abuse but stuck it through.  I did extensive research in PTSD, anxiety disorder, depression, high risk activity as these also played a huge part in the creation of this book.

Why did you choose the grandfather as the abuser?

During the brainstorming stages, I wrote up character profiles for all the major character’s and I just imagined the grandfather to being an asshole. He was always the bad guy so it fit to let him fill the role as the abuser. It wasn’t any special reason except it just fit in with the plot.

What do you do when you’re not writing?

I spend time with my spouse and our two children. I’m an avid reader, like to cook, bake and play video games. 

What is the strangest writing habit that you have?

I don’t know if it is strange but I haven’t met anyone who I know writes like this. I always start a novel from the middle of the plot. The beginning is usually the last thing I’ll write.

What advice would you give aspiring writers?

I found one of the most difficult things I’ve encountered with writing is the dreaded “writer’s block.” My advice is to not fight it, and not to give up. Work on something else; come back to it in a week time and re read what you have written.  Nine times out of ten the juices started to flow again.

What book could you read over and over again?

Room by Emma Donoghue:  I’ve read it at least a dozen times and the plot never gets old.

Who would you say has influenced your writing the most?

My family. Writing is an important part of my life. It had been my dream for a long time to be a published writer. After having my children, I made it my goal to fulfill that very dream. I want to teach my children to follow their dreams. 

If you were stranded on a deserted island and you could have ONE character from a book on the island with you, who would it be and why?

I’m a bit bias but I’d choose Natalie because I feel like she is someone I could be friends with. Someone’s life story I would want to know and someone I could learn from. 



To purchase Shatterproof follow these links! 

Amazon (US) | Amazon (CA) | Amazon (UK) 



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Wednesday, May 6, 2015

BLOG TOUR: Forever Julia - Jodi Carmichael + Excerpt + Review + GIVEAWAY!



ABOUT FOREVER JULIA

Title: Forever Julia
Publication date: May 1, 2015
Publisher: Great Plains Publications
Author: Jodi Carmichael


Six months ago, Julia's life was perfect. Then her dad died. Now she lives with her grieving mother and sick grandmother in a puny apartment above their bookstore. After a dark bout of depression, Julia is fragile, and mourns both her father and her old life. But she has one thing to be happy about: Jeremy, the most popular boy at school, has chosen her. Jeremy's love for Julia is passionate, even obsessive. As she grows closer to Jeremy, Julia pushes her disapproving friends and family away. But Jeremy only becomes more controlling and Julia has to decide what lines cannot be crossed.

Excerpt


From Chapter 19

“Julia,” he says. His knuckles whiten as he grips the steering wheel. He stares out the front windshield. “You know I love you, right?”

“Yes and I love you.”

“Which means you’re mine,” he   says.

“Uhm, That’s sort of archaic, Jeremy. You sound like a Neanderthal.”

He releases his seat belt and leans across the car. “I want- ed to do this all night.” He caresses my face, his fingers feather light as they trace my cheekbone down to my lower lip. Chills spread out from the invisible tracks his fingers made, down my neck. “So beautiful,” he murmurs.

Then he kisses me.

Those chills change to heat waves that engulf me entirely. His hand moves to my belly and under my shirt, caressing me as it rises to my chest. I gasp. But I don’t make him stop.

He pulls away and helps me out of my buckle.

“Come,” he says, and climbs into the back seat. My heart is beating wildly. I follow.
“Lay back,” he instructs.

I look up at him, as he shrugs off his jacket. His grey-blue eyes are almost black, full of desire, his face flushed.

“Oh my God,” I say, unable to stop my words, “You are so hot.”

“And you are too sexy,” he whispers, kissing along my jaw- line. He slips his hand under my shirt and kisses me again. He groans. I melt into him and a moan escapes. He moves his hand to my waist, unbuttoning my jeans. He works the zipper down, sliding his hand into my panties.

My eyes flash open. My vision resumes spinning. I thrust myself up and bash my forehead into his chin.

“Crap!” he shouts, holding his face.

“I’m going to be sick!”

“What?” Jeremy backs away like I’ve got rabies. “Not in my mom’s car!”

I cup my hand over my mouth and struggle with the door handle. Jeremy reaches over me, releases the lock, and pushes the door open wide.

I tumble out and land hard on the road. My hands scrape on the icy pavement. Crawling on my hands and knees I make it to the back of the car before I vomit. Over and over. My throat burns. It feels like I am spewing up chards of glass.

Jeremy lays his hand on my back and I jump, retching. Finally, it stops and I lean back against the car’s tire. My head is clear. Jeremy’s face is distorted, his desire gone. I yank up my pants zipper.

“I’m sorry, Jeremy,” I say, trying not to cry. My stomach cramps. Oh, God, no more. I clench my teeth, willing myself not to throw up.

What is wrong with me? Maybe I do have sex issues. He has every right to be angry. I am a sex loser.

“Let’s go,” he says, pulling me up under my arms. He leads me around the front of the car and buckles me in. The clock on the dash reads 11:50. He passes me his tin of mints, but doesn’t say a word. I pop in three. I am too numb to  speak.

As we drive home the silence builds, forming a wall between us. In moments we’re in my parking lot.

“I’m so sorry, Jeremy.” He doesn’t respond. “Jeremy—”

“I’m not going to wait forever Julia,” he says.

“But, Jeremy, I just drank too much. I—”

“You better go in,” he cuts me off.

“Okay,” I say, waiting for a kiss goodnight. He doesn’t make a move. And why would he want to kiss me? “I’ll see you tomorrow.”

Still no response. I open the door and climb out.

“I love you,” I say, as a light flashes on behind me. The back door swings open as Jeremy speeds down the back lane.

“His Royal Nibs couldn’t walk you to the door?” Grandma’s voice rings out across the dark cold night.

“He had to get home too,” I lie as I brush by her, stomping inside.

Grandma grabs my arm, forcing me to face her. My head spins. I concentrate hard on staying upright. It would totally blow my cover if I fell in a heap at her feet.
She stares hard at me, her grandma senses must be tingling.

“What?” I ask. I can’t bear her scrutiny.

“Just looking,” she replies, smoothing her pale green toque. Since she cut her hair, she loses all her heat through her head and she gets too chilly at night to sleep.

“For what?” I’m careful to speak clearly. 

“I’ll know when I see it.”

“O-kay.”

“There is something,” she says, taking a step back and running her gaze over me from head to toe. Her eyes narrow, her brows don’t flinch. “I’ll be watching you, my dear. Closely.”

I squeeze by her in the narrow hallway.

“I’m really tired.” She follows me as I carefully walk a straight line down the hall. I don’t feel nearly as wobbly as I did at the party, but I can’t mess up.

“Nice jacket,” Grandma says.

“Thanks. Jeremy gave it to me.”

“Looks expensive.” She doesn’t sound impressed. “Better soak those pants. Vomit stains.”


Crap. Busted.




Review

Jodi Carmichael is now on my list of favorite authors. I really loved this book! She really captured what it feels like to be a fifteen year old girl who is desperate for that feeling of belonging. 

Forever Julia is a book that needs to be read by all teenage girls who are of dating age. Julia really cares for her boyfriend Jeremy and she puts up with a lot from him that she really shouldn't but when it really comes down to what's important, Julia doesn't change who she is just to make some guy happy. This is a really important lesson that young girls need to learn! Like most teenage girls Julia wants to be liked and be popular and she is well on her way to that goal because she is dating the most popular guy in school. Julia's self-esteem is quite low when the story starts and I suspect part of it is from losing her father and trying to deal with her loss. I feel like Jeremy preyed on that and knew that Julia would do just about whatever he wanted in order to make him happy. He tries to come in between her and her best friend and to convince her that she doesn't need her anti-depressants because she has him and he loves her and that's all that matters. That is one of the first warning signs of an abusive relationship. 

Relationships like this are so easy to fall into because it starts out slowly. It's just a little thing that you try to brush off or think maybe you're over-reacting and then the next thing you know he's got you isolated and scared to leave him. It is very easy for young girls like Julia to end up in relationships like this. Her wild friend Annika even tries to save her from her relationship with Jeremy. On more than one occasion she mentions to Julia that Jeremy's behavior is unacceptable but Julia makes excuses for him and stays with him. 

The characters in this book are very well-written and believable. I have to stay that as much as I adored Julia and Annika, Julia's grandmother and Tyler were my favorite characters. Julia's grandmother is a force to be reckoned with and doesn't take any crap from anyone. She sees right through Jeremy immediately but she lets Julia make her own decisions while keeping an eye on her from a distance. I really liked Tyler and thought that he and Julia were going to end up together, and I was hoping they would, but Jodi Carmichael surprised me on that one! The ending was my favorite part of the book and I usually do not say that about books. I felt satisfied with the ending of this one, though. 

This was a really great read for those young and old. Julia is a very endearing character and seeing how she grows emotionally through the book is very rewarding. I highly recommend! 

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ABOUT JODI CARMICHAEL:




JODI CARMICHAEL lives in Winnipeg where she can often be found dancing in the living room with her two wildly imaginative daughters, her patient and supportive husband, and a scruffy Border Terrier named Zoe. Jodi’s previous book for young readers, Spaghetti Is NOT A Finger Food, won numerous awards and has been a multi-week Bestseller.
Visit Jodi Carmichael at www.jodicarmicael.com.


Connect with the Author:  Website | Twitter | Facebook | Goodreads




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Sunday, March 15, 2015

BLOG TOUR: Empty Cup - Suzanne Costigan + Review + Giveaway!


Title: Empty Cup
Publication date: November 3, 2014
Publisher: Rebelight Publishing Inc.
Author: Suzanne Costigan


Mom’s new boyfriend is creepy.

On the night of her seventeenth birthday, Raven finds out he isn’t just creepy, he’s dangerous. He leaves Raven broken and bleeding, but Mom blames her for what happened. She kicks Raven out of the house with nothing but a blanket to protect her from a frigid winter night.

Alone.

Devastated.

Abandoned.

As Raven struggles with the aftermath of the ultimate betrayal, she seeks solace in her imagination and a teacher who seems to understand her situation. She ultimately discovers that her world won’t change if she relies upon someone else to do it. Real change begins within.



“…Sure to prompt reflection and provocative discussions on important issues.”
-Allan Stratton, author of Leslie’s Journal

“Not an easy story, but an important one. Compelling, powerful, and engaging.”
-Eric Walters, author of Power Play.
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Buy: 
Chapters Indigo | Amazon | Barnes & Noble | TBD | IndieBound


REVIEW: 


Empty Cup is a book that will tug very hard at your heart strings. And if you're anything like I am, it will make you cry. A lot.

Raven's home life is terrifying and is a tragedy that no child should ever have to live through. Unfortunately, for Raven and children like her, it happens far too often. Raven's mother takes her anger out on Raven and often blames her for the life that she's living. Raven tries to be strong and tries to endure the abuse that's thrown her way but once her step-father crosses a very dangerous line, Raven can't take anymore. After being kicked out of her house by her hateful mother, she ends up at her friend Lyla's house. Lyla's mother does what she can to help Raven and to nurture her in order for Raven to understand that not all people will let you down.

Lyla and Raven's relationship takes a turn for the worse when Lyla's crush on their friend Cole drives a wedge between her and Raven. Throw in an inappropriate relationship with a substitute teacher and you've got one heartbreak after the other.

Suzanne Costigan's ability to write this book in a teenage girl's voice is amazing. Raven's character is believable and when I read this book I could really hear that teenage voice in my head. The dynamic between Lyla and Raven is a great one and I honestly think that Lyla saved Raven's life by being there for her at just the right time. The petty fights between the girls reminded me of being a teenage girl and having arguments with my girlfriends about guys.

My favorite part about this book would probably be the relationship between Raven and Cole. They've all been friends since they were kids but Cole promised himself years ago that he would protect Raven and when he finds out what really happened to Raven he blames himself. They both are going through a lot in their young lives and they try to save each other which I think in turn helps them save themselves.

The subject matter of this book is really dark and it can be very depressing. It's hard to say I enjoyed this book because of the subject matter but I did honestly enjoy this book and how Suzanne chose to portray the characters, their issues, and how they resolved those issues. Books like this really serve a purpose to bring awareness to the fact that things like this happen to young people far too often and far more frequently than people realize. I enjoyed Suzanne's writing style and I sincerely hope that she plans to write more books in the future because I would love to read more by her. You will not be disappointed if you choose to pick up this book! 


ABOUT SUZANNE COSTIGAN:

Suzanne Costigan is a child welfare advocate, supporting high risk children in her home, and an active member of the Winnipeg writing community. Empty Cup is her first novel.



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Giveaway Information:  Winner will be drawn March 27, 2015

·        Two (2) winners will received a physical copy of Empty Cup by Suzanne Costigan (US/Canada)
·        Five (5) winners will receive a digital copy of Empty Cup by Suzanne Costigan (INT)

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**Disclaimer: I received this book via Chapter by Chapter Blog Tours in exchange for an honest review. Any thoughts and opinions are my own.**


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